suck it up nancy

I was laying on the floor crying. I had decided that I was a floor person now and this was my new life. I was ready to give up. The husband hovered and the hospital inquiry was hanging in the air. Absolutely not, I told him.. this was not my first rodeo. Days before, myContinue reading “suck it up nancy”

some things never change

If I had to say that I had one vice (other than wine, and chocolate, and plants, and wanting to bring home every visible stray cat..), it would have to be skincare. I am a hoardy, splurgy, product obsessive skank.. which is amusing because I also find it hard to stick to a routine. TheseContinue reading “some things never change”

what I have learned from the fat cat

My voluptuous polar bear sized beautiful baby boy has taught me so much these past few months. He is the most chill cat that I have ever had and even though he has been sick for over nine months with no clear diagnosis, he really gives no ducks. He still enjoys his day to day..Continue reading “what I have learned from the fat cat”

the little ritual of letting go

One thing I am learning is that I have to pay better attention to what my body is telling me. I also need to learn to let go a bit and better embrace saying no, which often makes me feel guilty. Even now, learning my new normal, I tend to overdo things. I spread myselfContinue reading “the little ritual of letting go”

like a shadow on my mind (p 2)

Who am I? Am I happy with what I put out into the world? What am I grateful for? What do I want to manifest? How can I do better? Am I being kind in my actions? Do I give love? Do I allow myself to receive love in return? What ripples am I sendingContinue reading “like a shadow on my mind (p 2)”

like a shadow on my mind (p 1)

Years ago I went to New Orleans.. everything changed. I put my hand on Marie Laveau’s tomb and asked for movement. I received it. At the time I was there with my closest, it felt like home and we met many people.. some we would work with and some we would leave. Eventually we wouldContinue reading “like a shadow on my mind (p 1)”